Adjusting

Last post I had here was about adjusting. I was very disappointed and hurt with the transfer. The way the transfer was presented, it pointed a finger to me and blamed me. Now, knowing the potentials of the new account, it is just okay. I must confess that it is still something I don't like (Sales is not my thing), but a single LOB (line of business) work is a stress reliever for me.

I miss again taking a bath in the day.

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Challenges. There is a challenge. I have resolved before that I will give myself a chance to prove myself. In any case, whether I succeed or fail, I would not stay in the company anymore. Unless I get promoted to a position I like, of course, like a trainor.

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I wonder where life will bring me. I have become almost fatalistic - depending on the whim of fate... which is actually something I have never believed in. O, well.

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New prospects. New people. New chances, new challenges. Hmmm...

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I like someone. She's a friend. I didn't think I would like her, as in, more special. Not a best friend, but she's definitely been a good friend. I remember the time when she listened to my confusion about relating. And she has same orientation with regards to... That's a clue to much.

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Working for a company that I have worked in competition before is something difficult... I mean, I have always thought of ways to outdo this company, now I am now working towards this. It's like a Communication II exercise before... We were divided into two groups for a debate. We were given sides to think of arguments. When we started the debate, we were to take the side of the opposition. Wow. I understand that it should be easy, but I guess having a concept of loyalty is difficult. Switching sides is the anti-thesis of loyalty.