It’s 12:28 AM, Philippine Time. I
can’t sleep. I know why.
You said the other day that you will
call me yesterday. You sent a message early in the morning telling me
you did not have time to put on make-up, so you do not want to send
me a picture.
At 11:00 PM, you have a new picture on
Kakao Talk. Had I not sent you a message, you would not have
remembered me at all. As always.
You had time to put on make-up for your
friend who had a birthday, but you did not remember to send a picture
or message to me.
Who am I? 너
한테 난 누구 야?
Do you think sending me a picture will
put away my feelings? Do you know how I feel? Do you care?
Do I still want to know?
I continue to be an unseen
existence.... A distinct shadow. Not special. Not regular. Just
different. Like everyone else.
Almost a year after my last post, and I have to always remember who I am.
People come and go. We have to define ourselves according to what God tells us, not how we want to be appreciated by people, who will always disappoint us.
