Monster

Am I a monster?
Thus began her message. I told her, no, you're not. For some reason, in one way and another... it ended up as, I'm not a monster like you.
Funny.
Funnier if you remember that this person you are talking to is the one who cared about you and accepted you for who you are.
Now, you send me a message, I don't know why I feel a great feeling to tell you, but I'm very deeply so(?) in love (question mark my addition, the wording may not be exact, I know the idea is the same).
You do not deserve any response.
I don't hate you. But don't come crying to me.
I've done my part of caring and teaching you. You just don't want to listen.
Even your friend told you the same things I did.
May God protect you... from yourself.

Three Things

A friend asked me, if I were in front of God today (or yesterday), what would I say.
It took me about 15 seconds to come up with an answer:
I am sorry.
Thank you.
I believe I did my best.
If I die today, what would I say?Have I fulfilled my purpose? Is success a requirement? I want to be able to give my family a life that I know they deserve, but success is against purpose--in my situation, that is.
Let God decide, for I know not all that He has in mind.